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Notice me, take my hand

Why are we strangers when

Our love is strong

Why carry on without me



Everytime I try to fly, I fall

Without my wings, I feel so small

I guess I need you, baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, it's haunting me

I guess I need you, baby



I make believe that you are here

It's the only way I see clear

What have I done

You seem to move on easy



And everytime I try to fly, I fall

Without my wings, I feel so small

I guess I need you, baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess I need you, baby



I may have made it rain

Please forgive me

My weakness caused you pain

And this song's my sorry



At night I pray

That soon your face will fade away



And everytime I try to fly, I fall

Without my wings, I feel so small

I guess I need you, baby

And everytime I see you in my dreams

I see your face, you're haunting me

I guess I need you, baby



--Britney Spears (before she went crazy.)

I got my sight set on you

And I'm ready to aim

I have a heart that will

Never be tamed



I knew you were somethin' special

When you spoke my name

Now I can't wait

To see you again



I've got a way of knowin'

When somethin' is right

I feel like I must have known you

In another life



'Cause I felt this deep connection

When you looked in my eyes(I can't wait)

Now I can't wait

To see you again



The last time I freaked out

I just kept lookin' down

I st-st-stuttered when

You asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout



Felt like I couldn't breathe

You asked what's wrong with me

My best friend Leslie said

"Oh, She's just bein' Miley"



The next time we hang out

I will redeem myself

My heart can't rest 'til then

Whoa, whoa, I

I can't wait

To see you again



I got this crazy feelin'

Deep inside

When you called and asked to see me

Tomorrow night



I'm not a mind reader

But I'm readin' the signs(bet you can't wait)

Bet you can't wait

To see me again



The last time I freaked out

I just kept lookin' down

I st-st-stuttered when

You asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout



Felt like I couldn't breathe

You asked what's wrong with me

My best friend Lilly said

"Oh, She's just bein' Miley"



The next time we hang out

I will redeem myself

My heart can't rest 'til then

Whoa, whoa, I

I can't wait

To see you again



I got my sight set on you

And I'm ready to aim



The last time I freaked out

I just kept lookin' down

I st-st-stuttered when

You asked me what I'm thinkin' 'bout



Felt like I couldn't breathe

You asked what's wrong with me

My best friend Lilly said

"Oh, She's just bein' Miley"



The next time we hang out

I will redeem myself

My heart can't rest 'til then

Whoa, whoa, I

I can't wait

To see you again



Whoa, whoa, I

I can't wait

To see you again



--Miley Cyrus





***Ugh..... I hate the fact that I like this song.... Fuck.

"Down With The Sickness"



Can you feel that?

Ah, shit



Drowning deep in my sea of loathing

Broken your servant I kneel

(Will you give in to me?)

It seems what's left of my human side

Is slowly changing in me

(Will you give in to me?)



Looking at my own reflection

When suddenly it changes

Violently it changes (oh no)

There is no turning back now

You've woken up the demon in me



[Chorus:]

Get up, come on get down with the sickness [x3]

Open up your hate, and let it flow into me

Get up, come on get down with the sickness

You mother get up come on get down with the sickness

You fucker get up come on get down with the sickness

Madness is the gift, that has been given to me



I can see inside you, the sickness is rising

Don't try to deny what you feel

(Will you give in to me?)

It seems that all that was good has died

And is decaying in me

(Will you give in to me?)



It seems you're having some trouble

In dealing with these changes

Living with these changes (oh no)

The world is a scary place

Now that you've woken up the demon in me



[Chorus]



(And when I dream) [x4]

No mommy, don't do it again

Don't do it again

I'll be a good boy

I'll be a good boy, I promise

No mommy don't hit me

Why did you have to hit me like that, mommy?

Don't do it, you're hurting me

Why did you have to be such a bitch

Why don't you,

Why don't you just fuck off and die

Why can't you just fuck off and die

Why can't you just leave here and die

Never stick your hand in my face again bitch

FUCK YOU

I don't need this shit

You stupid sadistic abusive fucking whore

How would you like to see how it feels mommy

Here it comes, get ready to die



[Chorus (last line changed to "Madness has now come over me")]



--Disturbed

Sometimes I feel

Like I don't have a partner

Sometimes I feel

Like my only friend

Is the city I live in

The city of angels

Lonely as I am

Together we cry



I drive on her streets

'Cause she's my companion

I walk through her hills

'Cause she knows who I am

She sees my good deeds

And she kisses me windy

I never worry

Now that is a lie



I don't ever want to feel

Like I did that day

Take me to the place I love

Take me all the way



It's hard to believe

That there's nobody out there

It's hard to believe

That I'm all alone

At least I have her love

The city she loves me

Lonely as I am

Together we cry



I don't ever want to feel

Like I did that day

Take me to the place I love

Take me all that way



Under the bridge downtown

Is where I drew some blood

Under the bridge downtown

I could not get enough

Under the bridge downtown

Forgot about my love

Under the bridge downtown

I gave my life away



--Red Hot Chilli Peppers

Cannot Touch, Cannot Hold

Cannot Be Together

Cannot Love, Cannot Kiss

Cannot Have Eachother

Must Be Strong

And We Must Let Go

Cannot Say What our Hearts Must Know



{Chorus}

How can I not love you

What do I tell my heart

When do I not want you.. here In My Arms

How Does One Walks away from all of the memories

How Do I Not Miss You When You Are Gone



Cannot Dream

Cannot share sweet and tender moments

Cannot feel how we feel

Must pretend its over

Must be brave

And we must go on

Must not say what we no longer long



{Chorus}

How can I not love you

What do I tell my heart

When do I not want ou Here In My Arms

How does one walks away from all of the memories

How do I not miss you When You Are Gone

How can I not love you..





Must Be Brave

And we must be strong

Cannot say what we've no longer long..





{Chorus}

How can I not love you

What do I tell my heart

When do I not want you here In my arms

How does one walks away from all of the memories

How do I not miss you when you are gone

How can I not love you... when you are gone



--Joy Enriquez

"Tell Me (Remix)"

(feat. Frankie J, Ken-Y)



Penqueno Juan

Frankie J

Ken-Y

Mamita why we gotta keep going through this

Talk to her Frankie



[Verse 1]

Just Yesterday you said you loved me

That there was nobody else above me

that i was yours and you were mine

that there was no limits to our skies

But then you had to put our love on hold

when it came to making love it wasn't you anymore

and now your telling me to leave

I gotta walk out the door

cant you see that this is killing me

Its hurting my soul

oh baby



[Chorus - Frankie J & Ken Y]

How am i supposed to leave you

When my heart tells me to keep you

how can you ask me to let you goooo

No I just cant let you go

No I just cant let you go

(Nooo)

Cant you see Im slowly dying

But Im gonna keep on trying

Please dont ask of me to let you goooo



[Verse 2 - Pitbull]

Let me start

By telling you I love you with all my heart

But i cant understand the reason

When you tell me your leaving

Girl me and you were suppose to be forever and ever

Now instead of being in love

Its like we are use to each other

How could we do this to each other

We use to ride for each other

Die for each other

Cry for each other

Now its like all we wanna do is say is bye to each other

I cant let this happen

I refuse to lose you

I love you baby

Its the truth as usual

I wanna make you happy

Girl it aint hard to see

you mean the world to me

we had been though it all

thick or thin right or wrong

I cant let you go 'cause this love is too strong



[Chorus - Frankie J & Ken Y]

How am i supposed to leave you

When my heart tells me to keep you

how can you ask me to let you go

No I just cant let you go

No I just cant let yo go

(Nooo)

Cant you see Im slowly dying

But Im gonna keep on trying

Please don't ask of me to let you go



[Verse 3 - Pitbull]

Look baby just tell me what you want

Look baby just tell me what you need

Look baby i know im far from perfect

But the game and the money they can take cause its worthless

I know its hard to deal with my life

I know its hard to deal with all the gossip

I done seen em wit this one

I done seen em wit that one

But everything they say is monotonous

Cant you hear it in my voice

Mami you know your my heart my soul my love

And I swear to you baby

I just want to give you my heart my soul my love

I know we can work this out

I know we can

Baby lets try

But one thing I wont do is let this love die

(Is let this love die)



[Chorus - Frankie J & Ken Y]

How am i supposed to leave you

When my heart tells me to keep you

how can you ask me to let you goooo

No I just cant let you go

No I just cant let you go

(Nooo)

Cant you see Im slowly dying

But Im gonna keep on trying

Please don't ask of me to let you goooo



[Hook - Ken Y]

Believe me, yes Im trying to let you go

But the only thing I get from it is all this crying

Tell me how am I suppose to let you goooo

no no noooo



[Chorus - Frankie J & Ken Y]

How am i supposed to leave you

When my heart tells me to keep you

how can you ask me to let you go

No I just cant let you go

No I just cant let you go

(Nooo)

Cant you see Im slowly dying

But Im gonna keep on trying

Please don't ask of me to let you gooo

(no I just cant let you go)



--Pitbull (feat.Frankie J and Ken-Y)

How Long--Hinder

Better Than Me--Hinder

Bliss (I Don't Wanna Know)-- Hinder

Someday-- Nickelback

Far Away-- Nickelback

Haunted-- Kelly Clarkson

Behind These Hazel Eyes-- Kelly Clarkson



**All songs that depress me in one way or another will make their way onto this list. Why? B/c I like the pain, apparently.

"Crazy Bitch"



All right!



Break me down, you got a lovely face

We're going to your place

And now you got to freak me out

Scream so loud, getting fuckin' laid

You want me to stay, but I got to make my way



Hey

You're crazy bitch

But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it

When I dream, I'm doing you all night

Scratches all down my back to keep me right on



Hey

You're crazy bitch

But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it

When I dream, I'm doing you all night

Scratches all down my back to keep me right on



Take it off, the paper is your game

You jump in bed with fame

Another one night paid in full, uh

You're so fine, it won't be a loss

Cashing in the rocks, just to get you face to face



Hey

You're crazy bitch

But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it

When I dream, I'm doing you all night

Scratches all down my back to keep me right on



Hey

You're crazy bitch

But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it

When I dream, I'm doing you all night

Scratches all down my back to keep me right on



Get the video

fuck you so good

Get the video

fuck you so good



Crazy bitch

Crazy bitch

Crazy...bitch



Hey

You're crazy bitch

But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it

When I dream, I'm doing you all night

Scratches all down my back to keep me right on



Hey

You're crazy bitch

But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it

When I dream, I'm doing you all night

Scratches all down my back, come on



Baby girl

You want it all

To be a star

You'll have to go down

Take it off

No need to talk

You're crazy

But I like the way you fuck me



Hey

You're crazy bitch

But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it

When I dream, I'm doing you all night

Scratches all down my back to keep me right on



Hey

You're crazy bitch

But you fuck so good, I'm on top of it

When I dream, I'm doing you all night

Scratches all down my back to keep me right on

You keep me right on



You're crazy

But I like the way you fuck me



--Buckcherry

I figured I'd just post what my life's playlist is right now, rather than filling my journal with lyrics. If you wanna look up the lyrics for yourself, be my guest.





Stand My Ground--Within Temptation

Outside--Staind

Through Glass--Stone Sour

My Immortal--Evanescence

Hello--Evanescence

Breathe No More--Evanescence

Anywhere--Evanescence (b/c I like depressing myself further into oblivion)

Scars--Papa Roach

Nothing Else Matters--Metallica

My December--Linkin Park

Broken Vow--Lara Fabian

You're the Only Place--Josh Groban

Si Volvieras A Mi--Josh Groban





Meh... Theres a crap load more, but I don't feel like typing them out.

"Farther Away"



[Guitar Solo Open]



I took their smiles and I made them mine.

I sold my soul just to hide the light.

And now I see what I really am,

A thief a whore, and a liar.

I run to you,

(And run away from this hell)

Call out your name,

(Giving up, giving in)

I see you there,

(Still you are)

Farther away.



Im numb to you - numb and deaf and blind.

You give me all but the reason why.

I reach but I feel only air at night.

Not you, not love, just nothing.

I run to you,

(And run away from this hell)

Call out your name,

(Giving up, giving in)

I see you there,

(Still you are)

Farther away.



Try to forget you,

But without you I feel nothing.

Don't leave me here, by myself.

I can't breathe.

I run to you,

(And run away from this hell)

Call out your name,

(Giving up, giving in)

I see you there,

(Still you are)

Farther away.



I run to you,

(And run away from this hell)

Call out your name,

(Giving up, giving in)

I see you there,

(Still you are)

Farther away.

Farther away,

farther away,

farther away,

farther away,

farther away.



--Evanescence

I can see

when you stay low nothing happens

Does it feel right ?



Late at night

things I thought I put behind me

haunt my mind



I just know there's no escape now

once it sets it's eyes on you

but I won't run, have to stare it in the eye



Stand my ground, I won't give in

No more denying, I gotta face it

Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside

If I don't make it, someone else will

Stand My Ground



It's all around

getting stronger, coming closer

into my world



I can feel

that it's time for me to face it

can I take it?



Though this might just be the ending

of the life I held so dear

but I won't run, there's no turning back from here



Stand my ground, I won't give in

No more denying, I gotta face it

Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside

If I don't make it, someone else will

Stand My Ground



All I know for sure is I'm trying

I will always stand my ground



Stand my ground, I won't give in (I won't give in)

I won't give up (I won't give up)

no more denying, I got to face it

won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside

if I don't make it, someone else will



Stand my ground, I won't give in

No more denying, I gotta face it

Won't close my eyes and hide the truth inside

If I don't make it, someone else will

Stand My Ground.



--Within Temptation

"Lithium"



Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.

Oh, but God, I want to let it go.



Come to bed, don't make me sleep alone.

Couldn't hide the emptiness, you let it show.

Never wanted it to be so cold.

Just didn't drink enough to say you love me.



I can't hold on to me,

Wonder what's wrong with me.



Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow.



Don't want to let it lay me down this time.

Drown my will to fly.

Here in the darkness I know myself.

Can't break free until I let it go.

Let me go.



Darling, I forgive you after all.

Anything is better than to be alone.

And in the end I guess I had to fall.

Always find my place among the ashes.



I can't hold on to me,

Wonder what's wrong with me.



Lithium, don't want to lock me up inside.

Lithium, don't want to forget how it feels without...

Lithium, ...stay in love with you.

I'm gonna let it go.



--Evanescence

"Into The Night"

(feat. Chad Kroeger)



Like a gift from the heavens

It was easy to tell

It was love from above that could save me from hell

She had fire in her soul

It was easy to see

How the devil himself could be pulled out of me

There were drums in the air as she started to dance

Every soul in the room keeping time with their hands and we sang



[Chorus]

A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a

And the voices rang like the angles sang, singing

A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a

And we danced on into the night [2x]



Like a piece to the puzzle that falls into place

You could tell how we felt from the look on our faces

We was spinning in circles with the moon in our eyes

No room left to move in between you and I

We forgot where we were and we lost track of time

And we sang to the wind as we danced through the night



[Chorus]

A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a

And the voices rang like the angels sang, singing

A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a

And we danced on into the night [2x]



[Guitar playing]



Like a gift from the heavens

It was easy to tell

It was love from above that could save me from hell

She had fire in her soul

It was easy to see

How the devil himself could be pulled out of me

There were drums in the air as she started to dance

Every soul in the room keeping time with their hands and we sang



[Chorus 2x]

A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a

And the voices rang like the angels sang, singing

A-yo-a-yo-a-yo-a [3x]

And we danced on into the night



--Carlos Santana (feat Chad Kroeger)

"Lose Control"



You don't remember my name.

I don't really care.

Can we play the game your way?

Can I really lose control?



Just once in my life,

I think it'd be nice,

Just to lose control, just once,

With all the pretty flowers in the dust.



Mary had a lamb.

His eyes black as coals.

If we play very quiet, my lamb,

Mary never has to know.



Just once in my life,

I think it'd be nice,

Just to lose control, just once.



If I cut you down to a thing I can use,

I fear there will be nothing good left of you.



--Evanescence

"Thoughtless"



[Originally by Korn]



All of my hate cannot be found

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming



Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies

Pushing all the mercy down, down, down

I wanna see you try to take a swing at me

Come on, gonna put you on the ground, ground, ground



Why are you trying to make fun of me?

You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?

You take your turn lashing out at me

I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me



All of my hate cannot be found

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground

I will see you screaming



Thumbing through the pages of my fantasies

I'm above you, smiling at you, drown, drown, drown

I wanna kill and rape you the way you raped me

And I'll pull the trigger And you're down, down, down



Why are you trying to make fun of me?

You think it's funny? What the fuck you think it's doing to me?

You take your turn lashing out at me

I want you crying when you're dirty ass in front of me



All of my hate cannot be found

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming



All my friends are gone,

they died (gonna take you down)

They all screamed, and cried

I'm gonna take you down

Gonna take you down [x3]



All of my hate cannot be found

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

and Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming



All of my hate cannot be found

I will not be drowned by your thoughtless scheming

So you can try to tear me down

Beat me to the ground I will see you screaming



--Evanescence

"Field Of Innocence"



I still remember the world

From the eyes of a child

Slowly those feelings

Were clouded by what I know now



Where has my heart gone

An uneven trade for the real world

Oh I... I want to go back to

Believing in everything and knowing nothing at all



I still remember the sun

Always warm on my back

Somehow it seems colder now



Where has my heart gone

Trapped in the eyes of a stranger

Oh I... I want to go back to

Believing in everything



[Latin hymn:]

Iesu, Rex admirabilis

Et triumphator nobilis,

Dulcedo ineffabilis,

Totus desiderabilis.



Where has my heart gone

An uneven trade for the real world

Oh I... I want to go back to

Believing in everything

Oh, Where



Where has my heart gone

Trapped in the eyes of a stranger

Oh I... I want to go back to

Believing in everything



I still remember.



--Evanescence

"Scars"



I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And my scars remind me that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



Drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

I'm pissed cause you came around

Why don't you just go home

Cause you channel all your pain

And I can't help you fix yourself

You're making me insane

All I can say is



[Chorus:]

I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut

My weakness is that I care too much

And our scars remind us that the past is real

I tear my heart open just to feel



I tried to help you once

Against my own advice

I saw you going down

But you never realized

That you're drowning in the water

So I offered you my hand

Compassions in my nature

Tonight is our last stand



[Chorus]



I'm drunk and I'm feeling down

And I just wanna be alone

You shouldn't ever come around

Why don't you just go home?

Cause you're drowning in the water

And I tried to grab your hand

And I left my heart open

But you didn't understand

But you didn't understand

Go fix yourself



I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life

I can't help you fix yourself

But at least I can say I tried

I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life



[Chorus x2]





--Papa Roach

"Save Me From Myself"



It's not so easy loving me

It gets so complicated

All the things you've gotta be

Everything's changin

But you're the truth

I'm amazed by all your patience

Everything I put you through



When I'm about to fall

Somehow you're always waitin

with your open arms to catch me

You're gonna save me from myself

from myself, yes

You're gonna save me from myself



My love is tainted by your touch

Cuz some guys have shown me aces

But you've got that royal flush

I know it's crazy everyday

Well tomorrow may be shaky

But you never turn away



Don't ask me why I'm cryin

Cuz when I start to crumble

You know how to keep me smilin

You always save me from myself

from myself, myself

You're gonna save me from myself



I know it's hard, it's hard

But you've broken all my walls

You've been my strength, so strong



And don't ask me why I love you

It's obvious your tenderness

Is what I need to make me

a better woman to myself

to myself, myself

You're gonna save me from myself



--Christina Aguilera

"Home"



I’ll be coming home

Just to be alone

Cause I know you’re not there

And I know that you don’t care

I can hardly wait to leave this place



No matter how hard I try

You’re never satisfied

This is not a home

I think I’m better off alone

You always disappear

Even when you’re here

This is not my home

I think I’m better off alone

Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a home



By the time you come home

I’m already stoned

You turn off the TV

And you scream at me

I can hardly wait

Till you get off my case



No matter how hard I try

You’re never satisfied

This is not a home

I think I’m better off alone

You always disappear

Even when you’re here

This is not my home

I think I’m better off alone

Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a



Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a home



I’m better off alone



No matter how hard I try

You’re never satisfied

This is not a home

I think I’m better off alone

You always disappear

Even when you’re here

This is not my home

I think I’m better off alone

Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a



Home, home, this house is not a

Home, home, this house is not a home



--Three Days Grace

Seems like our love is on a road to nowhere fast

All my life I thought a love like this would last

But every road can hide a corner we can't see

I had a vision that I woke up by your side

I felt you breathing and our souls were intertwined

But who controls love's destiny? Not me.



We had it all right in our hands,

We had the space to fly and still a place to land



So I'm calling out, I'm calling out to the only one

Who can save us from what we've done

Don't leave me hanging on

I'm reaching out and praying you'll come back again

It's just darkness I'm living in

And you're the only place my heart has ever been.



Maybe I'm young and in the ways of love naive

Maybe I'm desperate for a reason to believe

There wasn't any way I thought that we would fall.

I've seen perfection in a rainbow in the sky

I've seen a child make the coldest grown man cry

But loving you I thought was greater than them all.



We had it all, just you and me

Now there's a doorway to my heart without a key



So I'm calling out, I'm calling out to the only one

Who can save us from what we've done

Don't leave me hanging on

I'm reaching out and praying you'll come back again

It's just darkness I'm living in

And you're the only place my heart has ever been.



Wherever you are right now

Come back and show me how you feel

Becasue I'm lost without you here



Calling out, I'm calling out to the only one

Who can save us from what we've done

Don't leave me hanging on

And I'm reaching out and praying you'll come back again

It's just darkness I'm living in

Cause you're the only place my heart has ever been.



--Josh Groban

"Broken Vow"



Tell me her name

I want to know

The way she looks

And where you go

I need to see her face

I need to understand

Why you and I came to an end

Tell me again

I want to hear

Who broke my faith in all these years

Who lays with you at night

When I'm here all alone

Remembering when I was your own

[Chorus:]

I'll let you go

I'll let you fly

Why do I keep asking why

I'll let you go

Now that I found

A way to keep somehow

More than a broken vow

Tell me the words I never said

Show me the tears you never shed

Give me the touch

That one you promised to be mine

Or has it vanished for all time

[Chorus]

I close my eyes

And dream of you and I

And then I realize

There's more to life than only bitterness and lies

I close my eyes

I'd give away my soul

To hold you once again

And never let this promise end

[Chorus]



--Lara Fabian